Written by admin. Posted in Relationships

That bloody, rear view mirror just wont go away. Here I am, over 50, dating and still looking back far too often. Boy have I been lucky. I have met and fallen in love with a drop dead gorgeous, intelligent, humerous woman who for some reason loves me back despite the big nose and dodgy dance moves. Lifes a breeze and we are going to live together. Probably self build our own house. For all of that I still look back with regret at what has gone wrong for me in the past and particularly the last five years with a woman i believed was the love of my life. Maybe it’s human nature to look back and wonder what might have been? At our age we all have ex partners who we thought the world of and probably believed would see us out. Perhaps my problem is that I don’t keep stuff in. Maybe I should keep it all in but then i would not be me any more. So tell me please, am I the only over 50 out there who has got lucky but still gets maudlin and regretful about the past?